Messed Up

Hola my friend!

At times we get messed up with our everyday schedule, right? I too am stuck in one with no choices left and time clashes. Here's how I feel right now, not able to enjoy the current vibe unlike others...

A drop from there,
A tip from here—
A race that's never won,
Seemingly mixed with fun.

Stacked up like a hill
Are the duties that kill,
The true self within,
Masked up and hidden.

The world praises
The transient grace,
But why can't I taste
The essence of the chase?

I feel like I'm on a race, with sudden plan withdrawals and instant triumph. Although I'm able to manage time efficiently, I feel stuck with too many responsibilities! It's draining my energy for sure, but why to look at the negative side... I see the handful of opportunities as a great sign of exposure and experience. In addition, I'm happy that I'm able to manage time and schedule practices including the concerns of others. In a sense, I feel grown up and strong like a leader should (I'm not boasting haha... Nor am I calling myself superior... It's just an inner proud feeling of a growing bud^^). I strongly believe that I'll get over the rigid schedule and hope onto the positive side:)

Happy reading! Adios:)

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