Time:]

Hola my friend!

As I scrolled through some online feed today, I happened to find a very interesting line used by youngsters these days, especially members of a very joyous gang - "I thought I was special to you, as much as you were to me... Time made me realise that I was a nobody to you, but just an option among many". These words come from pain and can only be spoken by a person who has experienced it. To those people out there... Dejected by bonds... Here's a small lyric about you...

I had time

To make you smile,

I made time 

To comfort your cry,

I paved time

To hear you talk,

I defended time 

To doze late night.

It was time I realised 

It was all one-side,

Since I was one among

Your many sides.

I felt nothing except pain,

For in your dovey eyes,

I was nothing but a 

Jester with endless grin.

I can't accept 

I can't relate

I can't bare

That you don't care.

Was I that cheap?

To be your Puck for life,

When my eyes beheld  

A Bassanio in you.

I don't know,

I'm angry and broken,

Betrayed for real,

But, I can't forsake you!

I still care, I still have time

To pay heed to your voice

Cause I'm that of a kind.

As i penned this poem, I felt the pain although it was a part of my own imagination. I can understand the surreality of the situation, but to someone who's under the same peer pressure, it's better to focus on people who really care about you pal. You must remember one thing though, the love for them stays the same, but the prioritisation changes buddy! It's completely fine to let them live on their own (no need to worry), for they would be completely fine in life! It's mere time that you took care of your own, instead of draining your efforts on somebody who never knew your existence! Gear up... Mature yourself... Focus on your growth! You'll know the difference. I bet you'll smile without being forced.

Happy reading! Adios:)